One afternoon I took the cross down from where it always hang, above
the door in the living room. It was a depiction in bronze of Christ
on the cross. I was curious to see what HIS face looked like.
When the image had vanished and I had turned around, I heard someone
laughing and saying that I would believe it all. It was the Devil
trying to confuse me.
The MARY Statues
At one time, in a holiday, I visited a Church - in Nijmegen or Zwolle - where they had free cards with the images of MARY. I took one with me and didnít give it much thought afterwards. I often keep those kinds of things. Later on that year my attention was drawn to the card. It was an image of MARY with or without baby JEZUS.
I was astounded to see a number of different faces on the card, 13 to be exact. While looking at the card in amazement, I heard a soft voice saying to me ''that is why it was forbidden''. You hear it , but you donít do anything with it, until the moment that a man asked me for a statue of MARY, I had 3 of them.
He said that he wanted it for his wife who had seen it on my drive and was very taken by it.
I told the man that SHE always stood in my garden, and after I had moved house SHE got a temporary place on my drive. He really wanted to have the statue and was even willing to pay for it.
I didnít want any money, so after some hesitation I gave him the statue.
We then started talking about making these images and I told him what a voice from the another World had said to me, that the making of images was forbidden.
He started talking about the Roman Catholic Church and all its images and I was in full agreement with him. I said to him that I too was often disobedient, I didnít make them myself, but I did buy them.
Eventually, he left with the statue and I had several days a feeling of regret. I did after all had to know better.
During our conversation I didnít once think about the Vision of "the Cross" I forgotten..
But then I was reminded by CHRIST - that morning - about the vision and I knew that I had to talk to the man again.
I found him at his place of work and told him that I had received confirmation of what we had talked about. He wasnít that happy to hear this. His wife and a lady friend of hers just loved the statue.
I've said that it was up to him what he did with this information.
I smashed the other two statues of MARY into little pieces, something that weighed heavily on me. I was sorry to have to do it, but I did so with HIS words in mind.
And now, later on, I realise that there had been many moments when I could feel HER presence. Whenever I looked at the images, or came close to them, I felt a warm, loving feeling wash over me. Wherever they stood, in front of or , in a Church or in my garden,, it didnít really matter, it was the moment that mattered.
And that is confusing ,you shouldn't make images but they are calling out to you or you hear them speak. On top of that I hadn't recognised JEZUS I've I hadn't seen HIS images. When I wrestle with my questions over the MARY vision I was - JEZUS HIS vision forgotten at that time - given one answer. A soft female voice tells me that Ēthe LIVING GODĒ gives the Devil a lot of freedom, so why wouldnít HE allow HER (MARY) the freedom to speak this way?
When I was at some time in 2013 were searching for images of GOD on
the internet HE came behind me when I had found one and I heard HIM
Say; "THAT'S IS ME".
GOD let me see again that the devil is always present.