This vision occurred
on the old Boekweitpead no. 11 in Ureterp when I was about 29
There seemed to come no end to the attacks from the Underworld.
I would often wake up to the sound of singing in the morning,
usually songs that I disliked, it went on 24 hours a day.
I felt constantly pressure and that eventually controls your
thoughts and makes you apathetic.
The opposing forces became more and more intense and it became
very busy in and around my head. Therefore I would lie wake full
waiting for the morning to come.
At one point I heard the Devil saying; "I have been all over the
world gathering the most depressed and deranged characters I
could find and I have sent them all to him''. And that was
exactly how it , I felt.
On one off these wake full nights GOD came early in a summer morning
with some others and took some of the most deranged Spirits
away from me.
I heard GOD Say;
" THESE MUST BE TAKEN AWAY, OTHERWISE HE WILL DO
I knew that if GOD had not done this, I would have committed
suicide. So, slowly but surely - over a number of years - HE
removed all of these spirits, for which I am eternally grateful
I still hear them sometimes, but they no longer have any power
over me - they can no longer possess me - like they used to.
The Devil, on the other hand, can - as GOD allows him -
influence you and have you do the wrong things. So you have to
keep control of where your thoughts are leading you.
Because if you donít, then it is very easy to go down the wrong
When I tell myself to regain control - something I often
did when I was driving a car - I focus my Spirit in the
direction of the heaven and any then all bad thoughts or emotions
In this way I really feel GOD'S presence in my life.
As I have already mentioned, the Devil can find ways of taking
control of your life but he is powerless when GOD intervenes.
" HE " who always is, and always will be, has the last Word.
GOD Wants me to wash myself completely
before I go into Prayer.
So when I've washed myself completely in
the morning, - if GOD and I are in harmony - then I pray the
morning Prayer for the World, Humanity.
In the course of the
afternoon / evening, I pray for the sick and sorrowful, and
finally the Prayer of Thanksgiving to GOD and JESUS before
going to sleep.
Praying this way has brought me back into the World.
But the real improvement in my mental and physical condition at
that time, was when I started praying again for my food and
going to Church more often.
Now a kind of Wash and Pray tiredness has
struck and I - mostly - no longer wash myself before my
GOD doesn't like it, but allows me.