GOD near

This happend in the highest class of elementary school.

In  my youth I suffered a bit from bad blood vessels. When I sat in a bus that took us from the school swimming-an outdoor swimming pool in Bakkeveen- back  to Ureterp, I looked at my by the cold overcome arms. The hair stood straight up and the skin was a bit discoloured.  As I watched it I heard two voices for me. I heard ,"It was noted that I was suffering from that blood vessels".

I heard GOD Say;

"I AM DOING EVERYTHING AT  ONCE".

There was more said about something else and than it was gone.

Not much later, when I started smoking and a little later drinking,  I've got over the years more troubled by it.

The discoloration of the hands -red spots- were the harbingers, but I just went through. I went on and on.

Until the time comes that you have enough of you're - red smoking head- cold red hands and feet.

Then you want to stop. My first attempts to stop - when I smoked tobacco - were successful I could stop for weeks, even months, easily.    

But my indifference and boredom at parties brought me soon back to smoking. What first was a piece of cake, became later on a problem. I could really not of stay off the filter cigarette any more.

The number of retries ran in the tens and the last attempts was accompanied by laughter from everyone.

In that last phase I was – if I was awake - almost constantly  smoking.

By sporting a lot I could keep my blood vessels fairly open, but that was not enough.

GOD comes to me aid at certain times, even though I didn't realized it at the time. A woman from HIS World made sure that my blood vessels -mainly in my hands - remained open. One night, she comes with a man at me and says to him;  you have to keep them open for him. Then my hands begin to glow and getting warm.

Now I write this I thank  GOD, who I almost forgot,, and I thank Her and Him  - MOTHER and SON - again.

And then I sit in the last phase. The red, and blue hands with white bloodless fingers that I early in the morning - on the cold construction sites - increasingly had was now and then a painful, given.

Something had to be done but I could not stay off, whatever I did.  My smoking and often drinking while cooking dinner, took extreme forms - on the old Boekweitpaed 11 - so I asked GOD for help.  With the observation that, if HE would not come to help me - what HE knew - it was no longer needed .

I knelt down and  prayed.

This was October, November 2003.

And then you wait.  And nothing happens and you smoke through,  until the penny drops , and you pick a date, a traditional one, this time.  Ten  minutes before the clock struck twelve - 2003/2004 - I stopped smoking.

And then you know GOD Helps you. The extreme desire for a cigarette becomes tempered by GOD and taken away.

I hear God a few times say too me - in my in my chest at the height of my heart - 

"I LET YOU KNOW THAT I GET THE FEELING OUT OF YOU "

GOD makes a few times clear too me that HE does it. It was unbelievable, I could not stop and now with HIS Help I managed it at last,

 I pray and thank GOD.

Healing from high blood pressure